There I go letting blogging go again. Oh well. So much has happened in the last 9 months or whatever. Everything is great and frankly that's the only way to encompass it all. Talking about engagement. We'll see when that happens. He says soon, his bank account says different.... That I know of. For all I know it's a rouse. I don't think so but maybe. All I know is that I love Jason dearly and I can not possibly wait for this to happen.

Two months... oh man. I do this a lot. Slack on blogging I mean.

The Brandon thing was over as quick and easy as it started. But God has blessed me immeasurably. I decided to give Jace another shot and I have NEVER been treated so well. I am really really happy with him.

Who knew that my life could be so blessed? I guess the fact that I didn't means I've been underestimating God in my life. God has been calling me to so much lately. I feel so ill equipt but I know that it's when we feel ill equipt that God equips us. I just got into Zion and I can see God stretching me already with the dress code. I mean, I don't dress provokitvely but I like to be trendy at least. Well, that's probably not even an option with the code. I can't even wear flip flops (gasp if you know me at all haha) But I've asked God to stretch me and take me out of my comfort zone and he is more than willing lately. I will be majoring in Theology/Bible (this is where I'm a little overwhelmed) with a minor in Youth Minestry and let me tell you, that's a little intemidating too. lol. I just feel completely blessed that God chose me to teach and prepare his children.

Things with Brandon are blessed as well. We have been really working with each other to make our relationship better and God is right in the middle of it. He is transfering to Zion this fall too so he'll be home which I'm really excited about. We are just having so much fun together and the school years have been stressful in the past which will hopefully be eleviated now that he'll be home.

God has been really opening my eyes to the fact that I'm a little self contained with my faith. He's really been working my heart to see that His love for me isn't just for me. I've been working on loving people and all that loving people includes. I know that God is doing big things in my heart and I can't wait to see what he's calling me to.

That's all for now. Love and Peace!!!!

Jules

This was a great week...

Sunday I went to see Soul Plane with Derrick.

Monday I went to Rissa's and ate a burger... Then we washed a bunch of cars (Rissa's, Lara's, Allie's, Mrs. Carney's, Mr.Carney's and the neighbor's) Then we went to Lara's and ate agian and went swimming in her pool.

Tuesday I started working on Derrick's graduation present from Mc.Elroy which was a blast.

Wednesday I worked on it some more and stayed after school.... Then I went to the C1 Buffet with Lara, Marisa, Lisa, Brian, Danielle, and Aneta... fun times.

Thursday was a day of rest.... I did a lil bit of press work with Yulfi and Gary and then I punched out mad negatives.... I went home and slept

Friday daytime wasn't so great... Ms. Tanzer doesn't know what she's doing and I spilt milk on my self and I couldn't go to Lara's graduation party or the graduation but the Friday night came and I worked and it was a ton of fun... I love my BABW girlies... they are a blast.

Saturday I went to Derrick's graduation party at 2 and met like THE WHOLE FAMN DAMILY! We all (Becca, Lisa, Justin, Julie, Derrick, Janelle, and some other kid) went to the beach... I gave Justin five dollars to... well never mind that... Derrick almost threw me in the water...

Today I worked again.... Life has just been great. It's strange that even though when something is pressing on your mind you can get around it with good old fashioned fun. I love life lately!

I had an amazing weekend... Cast party was last night and Megan and I did what I like to call the "Blast from the Past: An Ode to Brian Bradley" (we sang a duet during Youth Group Idol to "He Loves You Not") Then I saw 13 going on 30 and it was really good. I slept over Lara's house and went out to breakfast with her and her daddy this morning. Then we took a nap and watched "All I Want for Christmas" (good movie). I came home about 3:30 and ate dinner. Papa wanted to see me drive so we took Boris ('88 Dodge Daytona) for a joyride. All in all it was tremendous.

Jewels

All in all it was a great weekend... Who knew that losing could feel so good when you win back so much MORE? I am so happy that you still care about me. I was so much happier when we were together. I missed you.

Best night last night with my girls at girls night (La, Rissy, and Trish in my living room) Lara in regards to ------ and ----:"It's like a F*cking dog and an ant!" what the hell? So funny.

Julie in the car: "What the F*ck?!"...(you know the rest) Trish(on the phone): "yea she did... some guy's up her a$$"

was having a bad day but now it's happy again.  so yea I'm completely clueless...

I am going nuts!!! I miss Jeremy sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!! Can't wait to watch the game tonight! Goooooo Patriots! Brady is my husband!!